Love in Someone’s Eyes Who Haven’t Seen It

Published by admin on March 8, 2008

For someone to believe in the existence of something, he wants to see or experience it first. This idea existed long before I did, but at times I doubt it. I am not hesitant to say that I have been in a relationship before but not because of love. I did not personally experience love as most people define it. I may not have seen love through the eyes of someone looking into mine. Nonetheless, I can certainly say that I believe in this four-letter word that conquers all.

Other people pity me that at my age, I have not yet smiled and cried because of love. And I will admit that at times, I stop and think if should I also pity myself because of that? Everybody around me is asking why did I choose to be this way? And when will I allow myself to feel love’s enchanting experience? I do not know what is in me that I opted to block every possibility for love to come my way. Am I afraid to fall? Scared to be hurt? Shy to show how I feel? Irritated to be governed? Petrified to take risks? Or maybe that someone has not yet walked on my path? I really don’t know.

All I am certain of is that I am not lesser of a person, I am not bitter on love and I am not desperate. As I always say and will still say, I believe in love. One way or another. I will come across it and all my questions will be answered. It is not a matter of how many times I had or how early I had it. The important thing is that when love comes my way, it is the love I have not yet seen but I have always believe in.